No Pity Parties Alowed....but maybe just a bit of whining?

I'm just begining to go through that hard part of pregnancy where really all you want to do is complain (not quite at the "cry into my cornflakes" stage) but you just feel so guilty complaining because wow, this is such a blessing!! I forget how the nausea wears on you especially when you have little people to care for, and mine isn't even that bad yet. The last three days (and if this morning is any hint today as well) I have been queezy pretty much all day, food doesn't seem to make a difference. With the boys I was generally okay as long as I kept food in my stomach. The fact that this doesn't help makes me nervous that this pregnancy will be like it was with Lily. I was so sick I could barely move without tossing my cookies. Last night I lying on the couch while my fabulous sister in-law was making dinner, and I suddenly remembered how with Lily I was so sick that it would wake me up in the middle of the night. Oh boy...i hope not again. So i'm trying to stay positive. I am so thrilled beyond words about this gift!! I would knowingly take the nausia any day knowing what the blessing at the end of the journey is!! I am going to try very hard not to have personal pity parties throughout this first trimester!! Today I'm so thankful that I currently do not have an aversion to my coffee! I'm thankful that my favorite jeans are super low rise and I can still wear them with an elastic looped around the button! I'm super super thankful for the beautiful sunshine outside!! I take comfort in that "they" say that if your queezy then things are most likely ticking along perfectly inside my oven!!!